Wednesday, January 17, 2007
YOU LOOK WONDERFUL TONIGHT
soooooooooong sulin!
anyways sotong, thank you for that amazing post, and different senarios etc! although i can't really see your rounded ball of a face in this picture, i searched for one which you won't kill me for putting up, and simultaneously, a picture which actually makes your head seem more ball like. if you look carefully at sulin's head, it actually is perfectly round! a perfect circle!
su, you're one wonderful friend, and an even better dams1l (i have no idea how you spell it) to poke and prod and make fun off when i feel bored or when im just in the 'oh-my-gosh-sulin,-must-disturb-her' mood.
me: eh sulin, remember mighty beans!
(the beans which had weights in them at the bottom & beans which they sold at 7/11 etc, last time)
sulin: no they were smelly beans lah!
me: huh, what smelly beans!
sulin : the beans lah, they're called smelly beans, the belly got smell one.
me: -.-" smelly bellys?
sulin: huh?! i thought it was called smelly beans!
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sulin: DON'T INSULT K____ OKAY!
(after 10 seconds)
sulin:li-en!!!
me:what
sulin:i miss k____.
diaooo!
nikkkii mah!
please cheer up :D (although this line is overly used & cliche)
hey grumpy!
hey baby, you know, for the last 3 days, you've been such a truly wonderful friend & i really hate to see that cheery aura of yours turn into a sad, drippy one. firstly, i have to thank you for being the one who always was the first to know that something was wrong. you always went out of the way to make me feel so much better.
when chang and i has that stupid disagreement on monday, you stuck with me throughout, and also actually helped me by being a truly wonderful friend. thank you for going with me to the rugby game, although i know that you felt more out of place than me! you're a truly wonderful girl, and
everyone should actually see that.
trust me nikki, without you, school wouldn't be as good, and life woldn't be as complete.
so i know that no matter what i do now, i cannot provide the same comfort and reassurence that you gave wholeheartedly to me, but im trying to come close to be as great a friend as you. i want to make you smile everyday, but i know thats really hard right now. im really thankful because you always share your problems with me, and are not afraid to hide anything.
i truly, deeply love you nik.
joel changgg!
babyyyy. stupid shithead. omgosh i found this picture quite long ago! when you took forever to make the heart because you kept screwing up so badly!
anyways, i know it's been rough on us this month because we've had so many more disagreements then the last, but you said you wern't going anywhere, so i guess that makes 2 of us. i know that i've been selfish and all with my actions, and with my pride and everything, but im truly trying to supress all that right now, and come to think of it, without these bickerings and disagreements, i wouldn't not have actually taken a first step to self actualization.
stupid, i was like 'IN THE MOMENT' when you were like, how about the 2nd step?
so stupid, as usual!
anyways, thank you for making me feel what it feels like to be in your shoes, with me breathing down your back all the time. i really appreciate how to take things in your own stride to explain all my faults, risking a volcanic explosion. although it hurts and most of the time brings tears, i'll quickly learn what i really do need to change about myself.
being with you causes the most upset and the most joyous moments in my life right now. joyous because every second i spend with you is more precious than sulin's stupid smelly waterbottle, and sad or upset because everytime we fight, i feels as if im zoned out, and stoned.
all in all, to summarise what you in one word, it'll have to be indescribable, because words are too cheap of a reality to bask you in.
ANYWAYS,
presenting JOEL CHANG & his super big EGO!
- says:
instand noodles
haha
EH
but i like my noodles alot
hahaha
like its sooo niceeeee
hahaha
i think its like
if u are proud of what u cook it will taste ncie
hahaha
