Wednesday, April 18, 2007
happy birthday miles!i'll always be there for you if you have a badass day & you just need to rant because im good at listening! hope you had a great today, God bless!
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SULIN DA SLUT: i love you sotong! i love your head because it makes mine seem so long compared to it, i love your height because it makes me seem so tall beside you (: nah im kidding, i love you inside & out no matter how many std's you have and how ugly you look. i love you su! alot!
PRETTY NIKKI: get well soon, come to school tomorrow! i miss my nik (:
BEA&SHINNY:future psp addicts, the game will consume you soon but even if it does, i'll still love you guys no less & i'll happily lend you my psp all the time! haha, be happy, both of you, and smile lots!
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today, acs international had a tennis match against MI and we won 4-1. maybe it feels satisfying to the team, beating MI because they had utterly no matters and court etiquette. they cursed at us while we were playing, swore at us and called us bitches, swore at my mom, and even their coach took part in cussing & it was horrible! the rudest match i had played in my entire life.
when i was serving, the just talked and talked and they even pretended not to bother in order to distract me, and we tried to be gracious, but they were beyond help. they just got out of hand, and i guess acs had to fight fire with fire. in the end, the match i played shoved reality back into their faces, sticks & stones baby. words are cheap once you get over them & you have your team & other wonderful people watching your back.
they had foul calls, for example, my opponent hit a shot out and i was standing directly behind the shot & i didn't take it because it was clearly out and i called out, but the MI linesman who was sleeping on the job (standing directly behind me at the back of the court so she couldn't have SEEN the shot as i was blocking) called it in -.- the this sparked a big cussing session between our schools. they wanted to REPLAY the shot which wasn't fair because i got the point and if they had gotten the point, i doubt they would want to replay the shot too.
sarah was a great umpire (:
anyways, the score spoke for itself, everyones scores. im so proud of our team, keep up the great work! we just morphed our actions into words, beating the shitzzz outta them!
i wanna thank everyone that came to support me and the team, without you guys, i might have let the insults get to me while i was playing, and thank you guys for standing up for me and trying to tolerate their cussing and childish voice mimicing although we should have been so super nice to their faces and make them feel bad.
i really appreciate people in acs international, you guys rock big time!
thank you team, for having my back, you guys are the shitz!
thank you baby, for being there and running with me when i changed sides so that you can tell me to calm down and play my best, and not to give up although you got your shirt really muddy.
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even though i won 9-4 today, i feel as if i have lost internally. i let myself down because i didn't play up to standard and i know that im capable of so much more. even though i lost to the girl when we were playing rjc, i felt good because i played my best but now, it's like, i feel like puking and theres this heavy feeling in my chest.
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oh well! i'll try the next time, because when experience comes, only then we will have the power to conquer what had defeated us in past.
once again, a big thank you to everyone, you guys are great (:
