Today was great because I spent it with my family, I guess even 2000 years down the road since God’s grace came upon us and his son gave up his life to save our sins, this day still lives in each and every one of us. Today didn’t start off very well though, my dad was pissed off because of some miscommunication with my mom etc when we went to watch sunshine, and let me tell you, I realllllly hate crowds and so does my family, like mega hate! And my dad was pissed off for no reason at all, and he complained about everything! I was the only one who could make him feel better so I tried.
After that, we went to church and chc was like packed okay and we couldn’t get seats, and that made my dad even more pissed off because we had to stand for over 2 hours throughout the service but I was glad because I thought the service was going to be great though I was on my feet for so long. Then, God really found a way to help my dad, and as the service progressed, his mood lightened up, and even though the crowd was humongous, I felt so special and blessed, and I don’t know why, but I got really emotional towards the end. Oh well, today summed in one word; great.
Anyways, the pastors prayed today for salvation and healing and he prayed for curing illnesses and sicknesses but what I was more interested in was the prayer to be less selfish and proud. Today, I really hope will be the start of a new life for me, where virtue will spark within me and replace the selfishness because I guess every problem starts off when we’re all too self-centered. Too selfish to admit what we do wrong, so selfish to thank people and to appreciate people.
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this past week and the week before this have been a rollercoaster for not only myself, but also for a lot of my close friends, and most of all, my boyfriend. My friends experienced so much emotional confusion and stress, relationship problems with other friends and loved ones and they were also not able to meet demands in such a short time period, be it shcool work or other activities up to the point of anger and stress. It’s sad to see everyone like that, because maybe God is just testing us right now, and this will build up our character. He would not send stuff in which we can not handle because his mercy is great and he wouldn’t want to harm us. Hey guys, just hang in there because im going through almost the same stuff as you, and almost everyone goes through this once in a while, but we have to keep strong!
I’m not going to lie here, but me and chang have been having a rough time the past couple of weeks because we couldn’t seem to agree on anything at all. The moment we do agree, we end up hating each other’s guts again and again, trying to piss each other off but what I do believe is that we will go through everything together and try to make things work out because we really shouldn’t let such things affect us, after all, life is a learning process and with every problem overcomed, we grow proportionately in love.
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do not be tempted by the things that aren’t right, have faith and stay strong, and all good things will come to you if you just turn for help.
Happy easter everyone (:
