Monday, April 09, 2007
"You can't change who people are,
without destroying who they were"
-Butterfly Effect
you did like this movie because you could relate to it, to give you something to think about, and i guess you liked it for a reason. it speaks the truth and someone wise told me, if you want people to change, don't expect them too, instead, you yourself should change if you love them. i should have known that sooner. _
today was pretty grueling i guess, eugene just seem so unsatisfied with everything we did, but i guess to me, that was okay, because i know i didn't give it my all and i could have done better. i don't really know how many times it would take to get things right, but all i know is that i love the dance team, and whatever we go through, all the ups and downs and screaming and tears, it'll all be worth it.
someone dance seems like an escape from the real world, a pretend one with the estacy of passion and the love for the art, and the love for your friends. i guess i have to be honest, we really grew in our friendship and im truly blessed for that.
beatrice just seemed more open to me, and she's really something, someone with a terrific heart and just fun.
nikki is the best girl you could ever count on to be there and she really cares wholeheartedly.
shinny will be there to just make you feel better, and put a smile on your face when you're seriously down.
tabby is just so enthusiastic it brings the mood up, and dedicated and hardworking too.
sean is the biggest bimbo ever, and really fun to talk to and just wonderful.
jackey just holds everything together like glue, without his discipline, everything would tumble.
i don't know
steven that well heh, but he's a really good break dancer and he seems like a really nice person too.
there you have it,
EUPHORIA_
i guess i just feel drained today because it was kinda stressful for me, so i guess im going to bed early and try to wake up with a clear mind tomorrow. emotionally and physically draining, but more of the emotional part.
oh and im gonna go read proverbs too, because my dad said it was a good chapter thingy to read right now, and sulin would be so proud of me (:
But the struggles make you stronger
The changes make you wise
But the happiness has a way of taking its sweet time.
