Wednesday, May 09, 2007
arg! i feel so super duper useless, i can't even concentrate, especially for bio, its like im reading some sort of hollow text and no info goes into my brain!!!
it sucks having smart friends, seriously! like they don't even need to study much and can ace everything, and then i look at myself, studying doesn't work, only occasionally because i cannot usually concentrate, i have a super short attention span and every few minutes my concentration deteoriates and i start thinking of something else which sucks (-.-). like right now, i don't know what im doing online, ARG!
anyways i think that my mom thinks making me take brands chicken essence would really help my concentration and thinking and all and she blames herself for not starting me sooner, haha but the initial taste was horrible, insanely terrible, like drinking weird brown liquid and initially tasteless but as time goes on, an after taste developes but i don't know why, but i think im addicted to it now, it's so weird but yea i like the after taste and i drank 2 bottles today.
you know, i used to think chicken essence was disgusting because they ground up the chicken and squeezed the juice inside, hence the name 'essence of chicken' and i imagined pure chicken liver, guts and intestines crushed up fror our drinking pleasure, i think thats why i was so afraid of it.
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anyways, chem paper today was horrible, i woke up feeling so super disgusting today, because my eyes were puffy ): and i dragged myself out of bed and i was revising the whole way to school. you know what really bites? the way we study like crazy for 1 topic and then i doesn't come out much on that and you lose all your marks on other topics instead because you didn't really go through them in detail.
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i studied prep of salt like shit, see i can still remember:
1.add metal in excess to get rid of any inpurities
2.heat and stir solution until saturated
3.filter solution and collect filtrate
4.heat till saturation and test for saturation using a glass rod, if crystals form on them, solution is saturated
5.leave to cool
6.when crystals have crystallised, wash with cold distilled water to get rid of impurities
7.dry between pieces of filter paper
!!!! i can still remember!!!! urg! i studied all the wrong things, well not all but quite alot. you know i think i have this weird weakness, i always give long answers for questions but they are never ever tio the point!!! so irritating! today's chem paper, i tried making my answers to the point and sweet, and seirously, mcq was a disaster! i don't think i even got one question right! mangs ):
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anyways this was a pointless post, just needed a break from bio although i swear i didn't do much but my head is cramped, oh ya1, I TOOK A POWER NAP TODAY. urg it was supposed to be for half an hour, but i slept for 1 instead, and woke up so groggy. i need to kill something ):
i wanna get kissed on the ferris wheel too like marissa too!
but you know who would steal that idea from me and say she wants it more?!
NIKKI!!!
