Tuesday, July 17, 2007
at some point in our lives, we want to run away. at point in my life is actually now.
i read bea's blog about escaping and seriously, i myself couldn't agress less on what shes said and all. it feels as if theres nothing worthwhile in this place anymore, save a few friends, but then, friendship is kind of temporary, well some friendships are. im not saying me but i guess in general. it makes you want to run and never ever look back.
run from the stress, i have so much overdue work it's crazy, run from the drama, tends to bump into me all the time. run from you because i don't know how to deal with it anymore.
running sucks, it's super cowardly and poops but what if it really works? no one would actually care enough to stop me, so what do i have to lose right?
i know this blog post is rather silly and gloomy an pointless, but i just want to tell you that there is more to life and a person that meets the eye. sometimes we need attention from people when we are not, but not over excessively, sometimes we try to hard we don't even know why we bothered in the first place. sometimes we try to be nice but kindness is un-returned. sometimes, we do/say the most inane things so that youwill notice us.
but when thats all over, theres nothing left to stay for.
try and hold me back and maybe i will stay, but once i leave, trust me baby, im never coming back, ever.
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i hate swearing, i really do. it makes me look down on people who do swear. people do it for attention. mainly for attention in some special cases.
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Running just as fast as we can
Holdin on to one anothers hand
Tryin to get away into the night
And then you put your arms around me
And we tumble to the ground
And then you say
I think were alone now
There doesnt seem to be anyone around
I think were alone now
The beating of our hearts is the only sound
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quiet time with God is aways good, me makes me see the sense in living life once again.
