Wednesday, July 11, 2007
boo, booooo, booooo, boooobs!
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today was fun, it was really slack because most of the classes were mrs mok's classes and i don't know why but no one seems to listen to her half of the time. it sometimes feels hurtful for her when she's standing right in front and no one respects her. everyones doing their own thing but she never ever gets really mad. at the end of the class, she's just puzzled thats all. she's a really nice teacher, though her lessons are quite slack.
but then again, respect is a funny thing. i think that if you don't respect someone and you let it show, it reflects back on you, your upbringing, character or your subsiquent morals. it leaves you feeling empty and hollow, when you shout at someone unethically or porposely provoke them or ignore them because you know they're gonna feel left out or highly irritated, they will find a way to bite you for making them feel like that at that instant, and then, you wish you would have never done anything to them.
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read my heaven is so real! book with sulin during our free period and break, im really glad i have found someone like sulin. its nice to share something so special with someone, like you don't really know how to reach to other people to talk about that something, but you know whatever you say, someone will understand and listen and not judge, because they believe in then exact same thing. we did quiet time last night together and im glad i understood the deeper meaning of the text. im glad to see you so proud of me in school, constantly telling me how much i've changed! haha, i love you round, alot. you're like the fire starter which keeps my flame burning for God. thanks for believing in me all the time!!
and i really thank everything for my friends too! nikki, shinny, jen, kim & bea. like im really blessed to have you as a group to hang out with, and just having my back no matter what and telling me if something is stupid or disgusting ie: boob obsession? haha no la, kidding! haha im just lucky!
and im also very lucky to have hands to hold a tennis racquet and fingers too, and legs to run around the tennis court and eyes to see the tennis ball and basically, my whole body, and i bow down to the person who invented the tennis racquet, thanks for him too! he RaWkZsZXz!
