Monday, July 23, 2007
haha my blog hits like suddenly increased like this week by alot because of the drama in school and stuff. people are such kay-pohs!
anyways, sad to report that the drama has subsided, well i think it has, and i hope we can all kinda live in peace in school. this school feels very different from the rest i have been to, i guess the layer of superficial glumness kinda engulfs it such that you're also under the blanket of superficiality. it's not all bad though, i've met many exciting and unique people which i know i would never get to meet in life and this really puts a spark into schoooooool.
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anyways, i told sulin that i felt like i had drifted from God these past few days, and today in the long mrt ride from bouna vista to novena ( about 15 stops PLUS train switching ), i though i about stuff. it's a really good place to think, the mrts and i realised that i have kinda slacked in character and stooped to that superficial impatient level. i don't know if it's a test but im really ready to invite God back into my heart.
He gives me the patience, selflessness, sensibility and he helps me to see the brightness in life when it's all glum. my heart really felt emptier the past day or 2. i've been too busy thinking of someone else, or something else to do that i seriously put God 2nd and i really regret.
i almost cried on the train because adonai by hillsong started playing, i don't know why! but it was a sense of hope and joy, sadness and pain altogetherk and i have gained back the strength i need to persue the ____ __ __ ____ (: ( don't ask me what it is! )
talked to my mom about it and she was really spportive, she said, if you really want something, you've got to make up your mind to stick to it, and chase after it, persue it no matter what, only if you've made that decision so and you're very sure.
i told her i was and i couldn't see myself anywhere else.
this part of the post might not make sense to you, haha nyeh nyeh ne poo poo.
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bea and me ate our primary school chicken biscuit after school, i miss that buscuit, brings back loads of primary school memories, but seriously acs international is such a rip off! the chicken biscuit is $.80 here but $.40 in primary school, grrrrrrr the school is so rich already and it still wants to rip us off!
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i want the newest hillsong cd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i'll wait for the price to drop first hehe.
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heritage walk, im so proud of us! we walked for 6 hours and didn't die praise the Lord!!! hahahah <3
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oh ya! on the train i saw this really sweet couple la, i think they might think i was a stalker or something because i kept glancing at them, but they were sooooo cute haha, really! i think everyone thought they were like gross kanoodling and all on the train but i thought they were so cute (: the guy was ang moh and he kept hugging the girl and kissing her cheek and head all the time and the girl was chinese and she put her head on his shoulder (: hahaha i felt so happy at that moment, i don't know why la, im very weird -.-
