Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Sometimes to make a statement, we have to be bold, stick to our ground and promise ourselves that we will never ever look back to change our minds. That is a sign of weakness, and well, weaknesses on the exterior isn’t what we really want right now. Statements are meant to be big, to be bold, to be self-assured.
But if we really want something, I figured that all we have to do is ask nicely. That is just the initial easy part, but what we don’t know that, if we really do want something, we have to show that we really want it, not by turning away, and like thinking ‘I’ve already done my part, so do yours right now. I can be whatever I want, but you have to patch things up’. I know that’s how I think of things. I know it’s wrong but sometimes, people don’t actually give you a reason to stop in your tracks, erase that bold statement in your head and give you a reason to fight for them. And in life, we just love taking the easy way out.
All we need is just a sign to guide us in the wrong direction, and if its towards someone, that someone would actually give you the north star to guide your journey because one day, if the hints are not enough, we would come to lose our way and just give everything we held up for good :/
anyways i was just thinking of making like a more personal blog to rant on the angst of the stressful years of my teenage life, confidential stuff, heh :D
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i miss talking to nikki poop ):
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tracey, my cousin, the retardedness runs in the family!
teehee! my sisters so gonna kill me!
joan: eh my friend does this pose, like she smiles and where her cheek bones are, she uses her fore finger and and thumb to do this stupid pose. she looks so ugly!
me and su-en: HAHAHAH LETS TRY!!!
joan: -.-
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anyways i have a 2 tennis matches on saturday, wish me luck! singles and doubles! practically the whole day! haha im so screwed for chinese orals :/
sulin and i are gonna get our brows done for our hotel 81 customers soon haha wth is browhouse? im clueless at these things haha serious! :D with sulin's pretty face plus nice brows, i think her business income for one night stands will like triple la!
