Monday, July 16, 2007
edit:my day has been rather morbid, maybe something was missing, someone maybe, maybe it was the pms talking, maybe, maybe. no use thinking about all the maybe's though, and when i got home it just became worse, i was soooooo like moody.
but my mom made me sushi rice and really good breaded chicken, smoked salmon with herbs, terriyaki chicken, fried dumpling skin and i just calmed down suddenly, it seemed like my mom makes the best comfort food ever and i knew that she didnt know i would be feeling down. :D
and i got som really good books at the booksale today, im really happy because i bought purpose driven life and it will definatly renew my faith in God daily, and a couples quiet time book, mainly for my mom and dad but i wanna read it too because i've flipped through it and it looked really good. and a marriage problem book! haha talk about kiasu! i rather learn what selfish attributes and quirks i have now rather than risk failing my marriage! i know la im a true blue singaporean (: so terribly kiasu hehe.
talks about forgiveness and how to apologise and accept and all that mumbo jumbo and how to just fix stuff, but my mom said that it was too in depth for me, maybe in a few years time hehe but if anyone needs because they're feeling as kiasu as me, don't feel shy to ask to borrow that book! it's mainly about God and marriage, rather, christian marriages haha but its like, not really holy moley (sean!) but just quite good!
right now, i feel comforted once again, no more depressed feelings but just solace.
and i always don't bother trying things before dismissing them and that is a very bad attitude.
here's a list of things i really NEED to do:
1. go jogging
2.donate blood (if im not underage, or when i come of age)
3.abstain from sex before marriage
4.do my quiet time every night
5.work at ichiban boshi at novena
6.treasure my friendships
7. 'trust in the Lord in all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowlege him, and he shall direct your path.' prov 3,5-6
must go jogging to build stamina for saturday's heritage race thing!
we must buy alot of munchies too, we may not have time to buy food!!!!
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teach me how to love, like you have loved me.
after 40 days, i wish i would have more of a purpose driven life with the guidience of God.
