Sunday, September 16, 2007
heal my heart and make it clean,
open up my eyes to the things unseen.
how me how to love, like you have loved me. please help me take away my jelousy, pride and hate, and show me how to love unconditionally like You have loved me everyday.even at my weakest, no one knows but You and You still love me as much because i can feel it. in the winds, and sadness, You're the one i can only depend on to catch me. You have hurt me, but i'll gladly give you my heart and all of me because i love You.
break my heart for what is yours,
everything i am for our kingdom's cause.
as i walk from earth into eternity i've realised how when the heart gets stabbed the whole body hurts. i clutch my chest all the time that happens but the pain just spreads. i don't know what im doing now, it feels as if im living some one elses life. i just feel. all the hurt, the pain and the bad days,
but thats ok. i don't mind what happends to my heart anymore, You can take it and use it for your cause. You can mold it into what you want for your Glory. it's just, i don't want to make people hurt anymore, please wash away the blood on my hands and redeem me.
i want to start living right now, and i want to feel You.
but thank you Lord for today, you've helped me supress many emotions which i could not have done without you. thank you for hosanna, because everytime it plays when im doing my qt, i cry all my pains away and im left a lighter person. i tingle with Your touch too. hopefully it is your touch :D
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thank you for my friends, all of them. You know when to get them to talk to me when im at my lowest, and im truly blessed.
i am lucky to live as i am, and i promise You, i won't ask for anything more, no matter what is going to stay and what is going to go.
just help me to open my eyes to the things unseen.
