Friday, September 14, 2007
i wonder if you can grasp something until your hand feels so numb you can't feel anything anymore, probably.
i wonder if someone can really live in solitude without going insane, probably not.
i wonder if love can make you commit a murder, probably.
everything you wonder about probably has some sense of logic in them, like, the feeling you get when someone you like or admire looks at you or talks to you or kisses you, you get butterflies in your tummy, fluttering delicately, making it tingle. but it's just because your endocrine gland is secreting adreleline to your organs, causing that sensation. it isn't magic like what i thought the last time, it's just pure logic.
i wonder if someone's being can get so consumed by logic that they forget to feel.
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but im happy wondering._
finally, prelims, you are but a stones throw away in the distant past. the one time i have to go through you, it's all over. a biggggbig break for me, having all my subjects crammed this entire week, mon - thursday off :D
thats my calling for playing some intense tennis which i missed out on. finally, can start training for spex at the end of the year. eh, wait a minute, there's still igcse's. but i still have next week offffff. excluding friday.
art today was a killerwhale! so irritating, just like saturated fats. 4 hours lookinf at b's fugly crab, aiyo, it's so sad i forgot to bring crabs. i kept him for like a longgg time, stinking up the freezer then i don't use him. what a waste of space!
b brought wine gums though, reminded me of england. i'll bring something some other time so we can have a mini picnic.
but i guess my observational study didn't quite come up to the crap i imagined it to come up to be. bea has a picture of my work. im gonna irritate her until she send it to me.
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anywhoos, for those of you who have exams next week, all the best, you know im praying for you to do well in my heart.
cheyyyy.
bullshit.
:D
